I can say that the lazy part is true. Nagpapakabitter sa accounting kaya inom muna ng walang asukal na kape. #Coffee #FavoriteMug #GiftFromMom #Pisces
Malapit ko nang matapos! Hehe. Medyo boring yung umpisa kasi paulit-ulit yung nangyayari. Nacurious lang talaga ako sa ending kaya tinuloy kong basahin. Ngayong malapit na ako sa ending feeling ko naman maganda at mukhang tama ang desisyon kong ipagpatuloy (medyo tamad kasing magbasa ng makakapal na libro xD). :)
Just borrowed this book from my classmate Jessa. Thanks! ^_^ #BeforeIFall #LaurenOliver #Fiction #Book #Novel
Yes. Nakakahawa ang mood mo. Kung masaya ka, masaya rin ang mga taong nasa paligid mo, kung medyo bad trip ka, ganun rin siguro ang nararamdaman nila.
Parang may invisible waves kang binibigay sa mga tao sa paligid mo, at lalo na sa mundo.
The best example ay yung paglalagay mo ng status sa…
"No one knows for certain how much impact they have on the lives of other people." - Hannah Baker, Thirteen Reasons Why
“………it’s not too late, to find myself again.”, said our professor. That’s when I realized, this life is just a cycle of losing and finding yourself. I might be wrong about this though. “Why am I saying this? Because life…. Life is beautiful.” She added.
I almost burst into tears in the middle of her sermon. Yeah, like, before when she talks like that, I’ll tell my seatmate, “is this a theology class?” , because she (our professor), always talks about Him, God. And I never listened. But today is different.
Last night, I just cried my eyes out. (don’t ask, I’m a human that’s why). Yeah, I didn’t sleep, and I have this whole day-sucks class the next day. So morning came, and while taking a bath, I said to Him, “God, I want to meet You today.”
I go to school, 45 minutes late for our first period, completely forgetting what I just prayed for, a while ago. The classes go on, and on hour third period, which is a three-hour class, I met God. He spoke to me for more or less twenty minutes, through our professor.
I can’t remember everything, of course. But it goes like this.
So now, many people feel lonely. Alone in a crowded room. Empty. One of the reasons why suicide cases are increasing. They give their all to something, they give their everything to those people they love the most. That’s why when those people walk away or simply vanish from their lives, they (the lonely), feels lost and empty. Life should be balance. And above all, it should be God. Don’t give your everything in this world, cause the world, eventually, will turn its back on you. “leave something for God, but never leave God for something. Because in life, something will leave you, but God will always be there for you.”.
Happy Valentine’s Day.
Send love to your family. And friends.
Well said… ^_^ I also have a different rhema about my professor’s talk earlier. And I’m happy that I heard it that time. :)
P.S. The italicized words in the paragraph above are not mine. It’s from my friend’s facebook timeline. Sorry ‘di na ako nakapagpaalam. Salamat na rin. Hihi. :D
No one wants to talk about it. She asked me the same question before. Whenever I ask why she never answers me. It leaves a big question mark in my mind. What does she wants to know? Maybe she wants to check if I’m still standing still. Maybe she wants to know if I’m still going. Maybe she wants to know if I still have the connection. Or maybe she wants to know if her guess is right, that I will be leaving sooner or later.
I asked myself a thousand times the question, “Why?” and every time, I fail to satisfy myself with my that’s-the-right-answer-for-now statements in my mind. I don’t know anymore. There are so many questions in my mind and I can’t handle additional unanswered questions anymore. I think I’m going to burst anytime but it never happened. I don’t have enough courage to take it out, to voice it out to anyone. I’m afraid I can’t put it to right words that will convey the meaning of what I’m thinking so every time I just hold it in inside. Maybe they know that’s why they always cut the conversation about it and divert it to somewhat cheerful and joyous conversation. Or maybe no one wants to talk about it because they are also afraid, the same way as I am. Or maybe it’s just that they know that if we continue to talk about it deeper, it will just become endless.
Endless unanswered questions and thoughts.